I know I quite a number of months and days was not typing this blog...
I thought that after my final exam will update...
suddenly had to make advance update to release my anger...
final is near, and my mood was down....
I don't know whether I think too much or already been isolated....
some was wonder what happen to me and all those....
I just had one words to describe today.... "lonely"
I went to college by bus...
reach college and saw nobody....
then I loitering around alone...
several minutes... I saw my friends...
thought why suddenly so early reach...
so asked and get no reply.... then I guess they are too tired so ignored me...
After a while... the class started and nobody told me...
I was just outside... and all entered the class earlier than me...
miss several minutes at the beginning of the class...
I don't mind cause I suppose to be inside the class waiting instead of outside..
A few minutes was given break time..
the girls was busy talking so secretive ...
so I asked and reply "don't let me know"
so I like fine... I don't mind cause maybe they talking about women stuffs...
then what wrong with that finger pointing thingy??
sure said something that is not women stuffs d....
I like "oh ok... instead u all so secretive... why don't I went outside?"
so I went outside class and loitering around again...
before I went outside... one of my friend just come said some "bad news"
I like... "O.o why don't after class we did the changes?"
after a several minutes.... my friend just come back with his hand of assignment...
2 assignment... I like " where is mine portions? invisible sitting here?"
which bring my mood down...
I did went out of the class somehow...
to chat with some seniors... to make myself cool down...
went back in the class... and it goes until it ends of the class...
After the class, friends asking me " you did the changes?"
I reply in different answers... then they start said I lazy to make changes....
I like "my mood was down d... really no mood to do all those stuffs d...."
After they done those printing and stuffs...
So went to eat.... walking halfway...
I thought I heard " economic rice shop there "
so I walk halfway... they suddenly change direction... I like "huh?"
so enter the another shop and notice they already change places...
Ok... fine... I don't mind...
so normally after lunch... back home straight...
they change direction again.... I like "huh?"
I keep thinking...
"Hello, I around here... at least tell me where you all going la.."
already no mood... then plus with another one...
damn damn down my mood goes...
Instead of listening to the presentation... I went loitering around again...
I don't know they did not notice I a bit different today... @@
Haiz... really speechless...
I become invisible somehow...
"nobody see me, nobody ask me, nobody think I am there"
that is what got my mood down...
I think after write this... I had to go to bed...
Tomorrow will be another day to go...
and need to STUDY for my final exam....
PS: will update once holiday....
