Today I purposely create an event after that Pangkor trip....
The first thing want to know is the reaction from my group..
Talking about this Pangkor trip...
ECU was a small group that had money since the beginning but never been use before...
I know it not my hard work and others...
but as the leader of the club... should had divide properly to each people...
Since they decide to paid for the accommodation of Pangkor trip...
but the main problem is who was there??
I know my group had been boycott for that trip...
but at least should hide it properly...
Facebook (public place)... had been release all those picture and comments..
and guess what??
me, myself was already known to be SOLO...means one man show...
ya, I was all alone by myself even in group and not...
once I was not in group... I try to include myself into others group...
others in the sense of the girls group, Howe group and also the marketing group...
with different channel and different communication...
I was tried my best to suit myself...
but what is the most sad case??
the Pangkor trip was include all of them....
never one of them come just ask me wanna join them ??
I guess... me just a side dishes that nobody know I was there or not...
Friendship is hard to make... but so easy to be break...
I guess had to life myself all alone without any care and also friends...
my group members, some was upset and some was not...
The upset one, I had no ideas why they upset....
but who hurt the most??
guess it was me again...
life is sad and pathetic...but every time need to stand up and walk alone...
I hope everyone will be fine after all...
since it past and just forget it...
signing off,
Tommy
