Life is always the same with me...
There only some event had make me piss off...
There always a person that always make me happy...
I know some will see what I wrote here... and some will just ignore like nothing happen...
Friends for me always a passersby...
Once they come, they put fire, they put ice, they put everything...
After a few moments, it goes like nothing happen...
I know some will be regret and some will be sad after what happen...
There moment, I left the table with those angers....
I went back to every mistake that my friends did....
The place where they make people misunderstanding...
The place where they was not purpose to do it....
The place where they had been done for thier own sake...
All this time, helping my friends...
What more can I get as a payoff ?
Nothing...
Without thinking of that...
Do you ever think what kinda life I when through??
Hearing all those sad news towards my friends...
And all I did is convince them back like nothing happen...
All this happen when the college started in Freaser Park...
Without thinking that...
Do you ever think of my difficulties bringing stuffs to Freaser Park??
I always bring a lot stuffs... it because I worry I miss out something...
My bags was so heavy while I went up and down of college...
Bringing something that is fragile... It was my main concerns...
Bring foods? Bring Assignment? Bring one whole box of books?
Nothing had payoff...
Being tired after or before the class...
It will be normal for me...
One hour inside the bus can't do much but sleep...
While you still said I did not concern of you all??
While you still complaining of all those craps??
All those angers from the previous life in Klang and what I having now...
was not just a simple one... It just accumulated inside my heart...
Other than all those things...
Telling you all about my feeling was not worth at all...
Because of the EGO inside... which does not think of others situations...
Specially those that does not really concerns and appreciate a person beside them...
Really does get people angry so easily...
Some said I been too emotional and some will said I was nothing at all...
I don't care whatever stuffs you think of...
I just being a human being that live in this worlds...
You can judge me like whoever care...
But at least judge it on a correct ways...
Life goes on like usual...
No matters who beside me... It was not the concern at all..
I can be alone in this world... I can be whatever you think of...
I just being me and myself...
Signing off,
Tommyterm.
