There are a lot stuffs that happen in my life...
I don't know that you reader heard before about my bad lung...
sometimes saw the place where I vomit those blood...
really freaking me out....
sometimes feel the pain of my body ...
making me worry...
Yesterday, my body was in pain ....
thinking that the scene will happen again ...
didn't think much ...
asking my mother bring me to hospital...
for specialist check up....
cost me around Rm170++
i know it expensive .. but what to do ...
bad lung that the God gave me ....
had to suffer from struggling the pain...
had to suffer from expensive cost....
had to suffer from so many stuffs...
Yesterday ... was ready to tell everyone I going into hospital...
and also written a sms to said cancel today plan...
but yet ... lucky me ... didn`t really had to enter hospital...
Today... when searching for jobs....
I was thinking ... a bad health like this... still wanna find jobs ?
I prefer stay at home ...
then when thought of my friends that I drag them today ...
If I can't do the jobs... just left to them ...
at least they also finding jobs....
A bad health like me still can stand so long....
feeling of the melting candle in my heart...
sometimes people think the future was easy to predict ...
but there always hard to tell...
some people think I joking ... but I am not....
really the feeling of death is getting near to me ....
hoping someone beside me...
to hear what I think.....
to keep every secret.....
to wipe each tears of mine...
to see what I view...
P.S. dad, I wish you are here....
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